I have fallen off the band wagon again.

I hate myself. I always do this. Not sure why because I wad feeling good and loosing weight. Maybe I'm scared of loosing weight. STUPID I know. But everyone has those emotional demons, those demons that hold us back. My demons are very strong I tell you. I atleast am still watching what I eat.....for the most part. And even though I have not been to the gym in a few-ish weeks ( :-( sad I know) I definitely have been not sitting a lot. Been doing lots of stuff outdoors, and what not.

My cousins wedding is still lurking and I SURE AS HELL want to have to have my dress taken in.

SO.....in an effort to get my ASS back to the gym.....I am going to try and make it part of my morning routine.

As most of you know I'm not quite a morning person, but maybe if I got my blood a pumping and some toons jammin that will wake me up and get me ready for the day!!!

Anyhoo.....I'm gonna try and blog more too. It really help me want to stay on track.

Love to you all, good night!

GTL!!!!

So I'm sitting here house/dog sitting at my cousins house. I'm flipping through the channels and see that Jersey Shore is on. I had watched last weeks episode at Sisters when it was just airing and thought that it was pretty HIGH-larious!! Oh Yeah!!!! (Pauly D) Bahaha! Anyhoo.....I'm sitting here watching it AGAIN. The more I watch it the more I think I'm getting addicted to it. AND the more it makes me want to go to the gym!! And get my tan on!!! GTL!!! LOL

These guidos are crazy!!

Have a good night!!

BACK AT IT!

Sooooooo......I have not blogged in awhile. SORRY!!! But, I have been staying with my working out and dieting!! Woot Woot! As of today my weight loss is 12lbs! Kind of crazy!! Whew knew that dieting and exercising actually works! LOL I also find it kind of crazy that I actually love going to the gym. I was all down in the dumps a few days ago, but as soon as I started on that treadmill I could feel my spirits lifting. It was rather amazing.

I also have made it up to 3 liters of water a day! I honesty think that is a crucial part of my weightloss. The water helps flush out extra bad things. AND, my pop drinking is almost extinct!!!!! Never thought I would be able to say that! Its something I enjoy once or twice every week or every two weeks. I definitely crave water now!!!

Oh, and yes I did eat out this weekend. But I drank another 1.5 liters of water each day, and am busting A*S at the gym this week.

I'm doing this my way. Eating healthy and working out, BUT still enjoying life and food as I go. The trick is not making food my boss like it has been my whole life.

Anyhoo......hope everyone has a good week!

Time for some yogurt!!!!

:-)

Monday Monday Monday!!!

Got up this morn to take me niece to school. Totally wanted to come back home and go back to sleep. BUT, I didnt! Took my butt to the gym and did 40 minutes on the treadmill which ended up being 2 miles. That was the longest I had walked on a treadmill in a looooong time. Sweating felt good, and boy was I sweating!! I then did some weight resistance machines for about another 30 min.

To eat so far today: 1 banana and V8 Fusion before gym....bowl of Fiber One Cereal when I got back home.

Since its Monday and my day off I am doiny my least favorite thing.....cleaning house! lol But I'll probably work up a sweat therefore hopefully burn more calories!

Anyhoo......off to clean!

Testing out my Blogging App

Trying to find an app to make my blogging easier

Here I go!

Well I definitely enjoyed tonight's game.....meaning the food.....lol Tomorrow is the first day of the rest of my life. I have been doing Weight Watchers half ass for the past few weeks. I have been going to the gym half ass for the last few YEARS. Tomorrow I am starting both FULL ASS. Because I have quite a dimply one I need to work off. A fellow friend had started a weight loss blog a few weeks back and is doing great. She was my inspiration for this. I need something to hold me accountable. I need to do this. I already keep track of what I eat on my Weight Watchers App on my phone, so I might do something similar on here. My inspiration has posted "before" photos, and videos of her progress. Not quite sure I have the balls to post pictures yet. Even though doing so may hold me more accountable. I'll will sleep on that one.