I hate myself. I always do this. Not sure why because I wad feeling good and loosing weight. Maybe I'm scared of loosing weight. STUPID I know. But everyone has those emotional demons, those demons that hold us back. My demons are very strong I tell you. I atleast am still watching what I eat.....for the most part. And even though I have not been to the gym in a few-ish weeks ( :-( sad I know) I definitely have been not sitting a lot. Been doing lots of stuff outdoors, and what not.
My cousins wedding is still lurking and I SURE AS HELL want to have to have my dress taken in.
SO.....in an effort to get my ASS back to the gym.....I am going to try and make it part of my morning routine.
As most of you know I'm not quite a morning person, but maybe if I got my blood a pumping and some toons jammin that will wake me up and get me ready for the day!!!
Anyhoo.....I'm gonna try and blog more too. It really help me want to stay on track.
Love to you all, good night!
I think I can do this. I hope I can do this. I NEED to do this. Please hold me accountable!
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My blog......
I needed a place to speak my mind, to say my thoughts, to air my dreams. I needed a place to talk about my problems, and faults. I needed a place to hold me accountable.
I have been overweight my entire life. I want to change that. I just have an operator error when it comes to food. I must eat it. I must eat the bad stuff, and all of it. I have yo-yoed in my weight, and most recently weighing the most I have ever weighed. Makes me cry when I think about it. I can say I don't know how I got to the point, but I know exactly why. Eating bad and being lazy. I realize I must eat less and work-out MORE! It's a life change, and for my healths sake I MUST MAKE IT. I don't feel comfortable in my own skin. I feel disgusting and ugly. I'm ready to feel fit and pretty. I know it's a long ways from tonight sitting on my with a stomach full of bad stuff. But I'm ready.
Welcome to my journey. Please send positive thoughts my "weigh"!
Love, Jamie
I have been overweight my entire life. I want to change that. I just have an operator error when it comes to food. I must eat it. I must eat the bad stuff, and all of it. I have yo-yoed in my weight, and most recently weighing the most I have ever weighed. Makes me cry when I think about it. I can say I don't know how I got to the point, but I know exactly why. Eating bad and being lazy. I realize I must eat less and work-out MORE! It's a life change, and for my healths sake I MUST MAKE IT. I don't feel comfortable in my own skin. I feel disgusting and ugly. I'm ready to feel fit and pretty. I know it's a long ways from tonight sitting on my with a stomach full of bad stuff. But I'm ready.
Welcome to my journey. Please send positive thoughts my "weigh"!
Love, Jamie
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